God wants to change His mind about you. God now is creating your healing, God's creating deliverance, God's changing His mind about what's going to happen to you in the next fifteen years and more to come.
We need to forgive ourselves for not knowing what we didn't know until we had lived through it. Honor your path of life and trust your God for your journey. We should not live with regret of the past. Once we have asked forgiveness we can no longer allow our memories of failure to rob us of our future. Let us never forget. He that is free in Christ is free indeed! "Bless the Lord, Oh my soul, and forget not all his benefits: Who forgives all our sins; who heals all our diseases."